Random Thoughts is just that~ blurbs on random thoughts that I have in my life. A outpouring onto "paper" that which is in my head...

 

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Agitated and Annoyed Tonight

This evening I sat down to clean up my email account~ lots of stuff there that I don't want or need any more. So I did a really stupid thing..


Before I deleted emails and gmail chats between my son's father and myself I was reading them (some of them I want/need to keep because of information they contain). The reading of them stirred up a lot of emotions that I had thought I was going to be able to handle.

Over the last couple of months I have come to terms with everything that has happened and although I still harbour some anger and resentment towards this man, I am in a place where it isn't something that I think about every day. Mostly when someone else brings it up or I read something or see something on tv or in the news that brings the thoughts on.

Well as I was reading through some of this I find a chat session between MrStupid and myself from 1:00 am on April 15th. He was telling me that his sister was suppose to be in town that day AND...

here is the thing that just really brought my annoyance level to a peak...

He was going to see the Pastor that day as well.

Now from everything his Thang said to me and others, she only withheld the evidence she had from the police for about two weeks. Assuming that she was being truthful about that, that means it took authorities a FULL month to "investigate" and arrest the man.

Then I got to thinking and went looking~ that STUPID woman he is married to ALLOWED that EVIL man to take her grandson ALONE with no other adult or even a child with him just 5 days after that. The man brought his grandson to my home on April 20th. She knew that her husband was a pedophile and she let him take that little boy!

Like I said in the title AGITATED and ANNOYED...

I am willing and able to not take any action against either of them to seek revenge or retribution~ I know that they will pay one way or another for the evil and wicked things they have done. I am going to ask the FBI investigator WHY though that it took a full month for their investigation and arrest of this man. Seeing as my son's father's wife said she turned the evidence over to them about two weeks after she had discovered the memory card and I know that he went to see the pastor like she had asked him to do on the 15th of April which would put the time of them getting the memory card around May 1st and they didn't arrest him until May 29th? I am full of questions now...

Because, although I do not agree or believe that she was right in concealing the evidence of his evil ways, I do understand that she would do anything to save her marriage, just as she continues to maintain contact with him now. She truly loves him and would do anything for him. But the police?

They are suppose to PROTECT~ they are suppose to protect the children... yet for a MONTH after they knew what he had done he was allowed to be around children and further put innocent lives at risk.

I found it rather ironic... the child that they are actually prosecuting him for having physically violated... she was there for him to be able to violate because her mother made false allegations against the child's father and sent that baby to live with the man who REALLY violated her. Of course, the mother is just as sick as her sister and has "forgiven" if not her brother in law, her sister for not telling people sooner...

Oh well... not my business. Just evidence of how emotionally ill so many people in this world really are...

Thanks for letting me rant and I will get over this soon enough. Just needed to get it out of my head so I don't dwell on it...