Absolutely AMAZING!

I just realized this evening that my son will be 18 in 45 days... where have the years gone?

I sat here holding Allen and thinking about Josh... I can vividly remember when he was a little guy the same age as Allen. I can remember holding him and snuggling him and my heart misses him being that baby boy.

It is hard to think about how much I have missed with my kids growing up because other things in life were more important~ today I am extremely grateful that I am able to be a stay at home mom for my 2 little ones and that I have learned the value of holding each and every day of their babyhood close...