praying

One of the hardest prayers to say for me is...

"Father, thy will be done"

With my Uncle JJ being so sick and in hospital right now, my daughters father housebound because of his health problems, and all the loses we have already gone through this year...

I sat last night in tears, wondering how I could go on if my Uncle was taken from me too...

Then as if the Lord had wrapped me in his arms, I knew I would be ok. I will make it. My very dear friend told me last night that she figures I am going through the refiners fire. Everything being changed in my life to create the new being God wants me to be.

I am still sad at the illness that people I love are having to experience and I am still praying for them to make full recoveries and stay part of our lives... but I am saying "Thy will be done"